Happiness is everything
It's extremely common to see questions like: "which programming language should I use?" or "which game engine should I use?", or "is X better than Y?".
The answer to all those questions is: it does not matter. In reality there is no best, but let's entertain for a moment an idea that there is the one true best programming language or tool. What difference does it make?
It makes no difference at all, because you do not get to choose what you like or dislike. So even if there was the best tool you could use, that does not mean you will like using it, and you will not be productive if you dislike using it. So stop worrying if "X better than Y" and focus on maximizing your happiness.
In the long run the only thing which matters is how much you like doing what you do. A tool which is objectively worse but you enjoy using will take you farther than a tool which is objectively better but makes you miserable.
Don't worry, be happy.